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The Inner Protector
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This post predates my diagnosis, but my system already knew. Written March 6, 2006, it advocates for the unseen battles people face—mental illness, trauma, dissociation—and questions why society withholds empathy from humans while offering it freely to animals. This entry embodies the voice of my Inner Protector, the part of me that sees injustice and calls it out with fire and heart. It's also one of the earliest clues of my system trying to break through the surface.
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This piece blends dream logic, trauma insight, and heroic mythos into a moment of self-activation. Drawing from Ash (Evil Dead) and Spider-Man, it becomes a metaphor for battling internal darkness—how depression can feel like possession, and how waking up to fight back is the ultimate reclamation. The inner hero is not someone else—it’s you, when you choose to rise.
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“In life, there are certain people who thrive on attacking others. When confronted with the truth, they lash out in denial instead of embracing it.” → This could be a perfect opener for a future essay on truth-telling as a sacred act of disruption.
“And so I sever the limbs of the zombies and bury them in the ground...” → A visceral metaphor for setting boundaries and cutting energetic cords.
“Next time I won’t be so quick to fall for their tricks. I’ll have an axe at the ready.” → That's the shift from wounded to wise—learning from the cycle, not just surviving it.
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