Matt, Is it pathetic that I write these notes to you, knowing that I'll never send them? I don't even copy and paste them into my compose email window. I'm not stupid.
“So, nothing? No, like, latent homosexual urges? No subconscious pining that is only now coming to the surface in light of these revelations? Nothing?” Sometimes it's not as easy as saying 'I love you'.
Leave it to Foggy Nelson to have to teach Matt Murdock that all pain is not created equal, and whatever he needs is his for the asking. OR: Matt is the worst baby sub, and for some reason everyone expects Foggy to lead him down the BDSM path.
He doesn't hate sex. He just doesn't like it. It doesn't seem important and he wouldn't worry so much about not telling Foggy, except it's getting harder and harder to pretend he's enjoying himself.
Foggy's voice was ragged at the edges. "There's no way in hell I'm going to be able to sleep tonight unless I can convince myself you're not bleeding internally."
"I’m not training, I’m not looking to get in a ring or do what you do. I just wanted to know a little more." He says it fiercely, strongly, right into Matt’s ear like that’ll get it through to him any easier. "It’s not like I’m any good at it," he adds, which is probably a mistake.
Matt’s gentle with Foggy when he’s teaching him, soft touches to guide him into the right position and a light little butterfly kiss every time Foggy gets it right. He’s still soft Matt, sweet Matt. Then they get into the ring, and Matt’s not soft anymore. Matt’s not sweet.
Lost in his own thoughts, in the overload of information coming from all of his senses, he almost misses it. A soft, weak little cry. A pathetic noise, really. And he shifts, and listens closely, and realizes it's a baby.
Crime-fighting, costumes, double lives, and danger—now with an extra scoop of dramatic amnesia. Matt’s life is a comic book just waiting to happen, and Foggy's stuck as the long-suffering sidekick.