(I later learned that my evil plan and/or information about my
personality may have been leaked to the recruiters who may have
intentionally set me up with especially clueful interviewers to avoid
the problem, but this can neither be confirmed
nor denied.)
But it's not perfect. Smart people have a problem, especially (although not
only) when you put them in large groups. That problem is an ability to
convincingly rationalize nearly anything.
We all make decisions for emotional or intuitive reasons instead of rational
ones. Some of us admit that. Some of us think using our emotions is better
than being rational all the time. Some of us don't.
Smart people, computer types anyway, tend to come down on the side of people
who don't like emotions. Programmers, who do logic for a living.
Most people find this out pretty early on in life, because their logic is
imperfect and fails them often. But really, really smart computer geek
types may not ever find it out. They start off living in a bubble, they
isolate themselves because socializing is unpleasant, and, if they get a
good job straight out of school, they may never need to leave that bubble.
To such people, it may appear that logic actually works, and that they are
themselves logical creatures.
Working at a large, successful company lets you keep your isolation. If you
choose, you can just ignore all the inconvenient facts about the world. You
can make decisions based on whatever input you choose. The success or
failure of your project in the market is not really that important; what's important is
whether it gets canceled or not, a decision which is at the whim of your
boss's boss's boss's boss, who, as your only link to the unpleasantly
unpredictable outside world, seems to choose projects
quasi-randomly, and certainly without regard to the quality of your
contribution.
It's a setup that makes it very easy to describe all your successes (project
not canceled) in terms of your team's greatness, and all your failures
(project canceled) in terms of other people's capriciousness. End users and
profitability, for example, rarely enter into it. This project isn't
supposed to be profitable; we benefit whenever people spend more time
online. This project doesn't need to be profitable; we can use it to get
more user data. Users are unhappy, but that's just because they're change
averse. And so on.
What I have learned, working here, is that smart, successful people are
cursed. The curse is confidence. It's confidence that comes from a
lifetime of success after real success, an objectively great job, working at
an objectively great company, making a measurably great salary, building
products that get millions of users. You must be smart. In fact, you are
smart. You can prove it.
Impostor Syndrome is that voice inside you saying that not everything is as
it seems, and it could all be lost in a moment. The people with the problem
are the people who can't hear that voice.
But I think Impostor Syndrome is valuable. The people with Impostor
Syndrome are the people who aren't sure that a logical proof of their
smartness is sufficient.