Substrate

But going back to this Joseph Campbell quote in the beginning. I let go of the life that I’ve been planning. So what’s the life that’s waiting for me? I have no idea. And this is the hardest part. This is the most painful part so far. Because I don’t know what my life is supposed to be about now. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. And every instinct tells me that I should be working at this, and working to figure this stuff out, but I’m only starting to realize that maybe this is something that I can’t work myself out of. Maybe I just need to be okay with being here right now, and not knowing.