That's been one of the more disorienting parts of this: separating what I see on my feed and what’s directly around me. This compounded by the fact that I can hear sirens and the helicopters constantly. Trying to process what’s happening and assess danger, especially when you have little kids, feels bewildering. It was always about the will, ethics, and incentive structures within the company.

This is where we have no choice other than to trust the people whose job is to help with this stuff. The only thing we can do is stay inside, stay sane and be patient. ​ There are no quick fixes to this. No amount of shady scientific papers or tweet threads will change any of this. ​ We can find something new every minute of every one of these days, yet, none of it really makes a difference.