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Childhood fragmentation
Religious trauma and shame
The military as both escape and entrapment
Cycles of betrayal, abandonment, and self-blame
Motherhood amid systemic failures
And ultimately, survival despite it all
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This post predates my diagnosis, but my system already knew. Written March 6, 2006, it advocates for the unseen battles people face—mental illness, trauma, dissociation—and questions why society withholds empathy from humans while offering it freely to animals. This entry embodies the voice of my Inner Protector, the part of me that sees injustice and calls it out with fire and heart. It's also one of the earliest clues of my system trying to break through the surface.
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"Written during a time of unrequited love—this piece captures the journey of the Inner Lover. Love not as possession, but as reverence. The ache is real, but the wisdom of the heart remains intact. This became a key to reclaiming my own worth beyond relationship status."
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A deeply introspective post marking a major shift in personal awareness and healing. Recognizes the roots of abandonment trauma, self-harm cycles, and savior-seeking behaviors. Acknowledges the anniversary of a past suicide attempt not with despair, but with growth. Represents the Inner Teen gaining consciousness and agency. Foundational for the Labyrinth of Self section in Liberation, especially regarding trauma recognition, attachment patterns, and self-worth.
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A turning point in 2006 where I began deconstructing Christianity after studying Hebrew roots and historical distortions introduced through Constantine and the Catholic Church. This post reflects the Inner Teen’s search for truth and reclaiming of spiritual identity. Essential foundation for later works on religious trauma and sacred reclamation.
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A turning point in 2006 where I began deconstructing Christianity after studying Hebrew roots and historical distortions introduced through Constantine and the Catholic Church. This post reflects the Inner Teen’s search for truth and reclaiming of spiritual identity. Essential foundation for later works on religious trauma and sacred reclamation.
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A reflective, vulnerable post documenting the body’s way of holding trauma and the realization of how anniversary grief can manifest in somatic symptoms. Connects to the May 6, 2005 overdose event and how the body recalls what the mind may not. A testament to survival and evolution.
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This piece explores the longing for something forbidden, echoing the archetypal story of Eve in the Garden of Eden, but from a deeply introspective, embodied lens. The hunger here is not only physical—it’s emotional, spiritual, and symbolic of unmet needs and the reckoning of consequences. This belongs in the Labyrinth of Self under Inner Seeker and Inner Child archetypes, because the ache is primal, and the pause is wisdom.
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This piece explores the longing for something forbidden, echoing the archetypal story of Eve in the Garden of Eden, but from a deeply introspective, embodied lens. The hunger here is not only physical—it’s emotional, spiritual, and symbolic of unmet needs and the reckoning of consequences. This belongs in the Labyrinth of Self under Inner Seeker and Inner Child archetypes, because the ache is primal, and the pause is wisdom.
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This reflection connects childhood to Eden—not as a physical paradise, but as a state of being that we are all trying to remember and reclaim. It affirms the cycle of generational trauma and our power to break it. The quote is a call to become the generation that chooses healing—not just for ourselves, but for our children, and their children after that.
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This reflection captures the existential ache of emotional starvation—an unmet need carried from childhood into adulthood. It's not a cry for help, but a quiet naming of the hunger that persists despite survival. A poetic reckoning with the difference between necessity and yearning.
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This poem channels the pain of potential denied—of being severed too soon, either by self-doubt, societal fear, or another's judgment. The milky sap of the vine recalls both human tenderness and botanical truth. This is the voice of the part that held beauty and danger, who was told they could not grow.
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This poem captures the heartbreak of feeling unseen, unheard, and misunderstood. It speaks to a longing for connection and validation, paired with the fear that no one is truly listening. Likely penned during a period of rejection, it reflects the early inner dialogue of the wounded parts of self, especially the child or romantic within.
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This entry documents an early encounter with religious extremism disguised as prophecy. The speaker senses spiritual distortion immediately—gender-based silencing, cultic behavior, altered scripture, and fear-based control. It marks an early embodied resistance and awakening that echoes throughout later deconstruction and truth-telling efforts.
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Ash as Liberating Fool
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Bruce Campbell reflections on life
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I kissed a girl and I liked it.
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This piece blends dream logic, trauma insight, and heroic mythos into a moment of self-activation. Drawing from Ash (Evil Dead) and Spider-Man, it becomes a metaphor for battling internal darkness—how depression can feel like possession, and how waking up to fight back is the ultimate reclamation. The inner hero is not someone else—it’s you, when you choose to rise.
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This piece blends dream logic, trauma insight, and heroic mythos into a moment of self-activation. Drawing from Ash (Evil Dead) and Spider-Man, it becomes a metaphor for battling internal darkness—how depression can feel like possession, and how waking up to fight back is the ultimate reclamation. The inner hero is not someone else—it’s you, when you choose to rise.
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The Pivot Point — A foundational Voice piece marking the moment identity shifted from observer to originator. This is where the story really begins.
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He studied his entire life to replace fear with consciousness, and if that doesn't speak volumes about life in general, I don't know what does.