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Childhood fragmentation

Religious trauma and shame

The military as both escape and entrapment

Cycles of betrayal, abandonment, and self-blame

Motherhood amid systemic failures

And ultimately, survival despite it all

Liberation - Labyrinth of Self
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This post predates my diagnosis, but my system already knew. Written March 6, 2006, it advocates for the unseen battles people face—mental illness, trauma, dissociation—and questions why society withholds empathy from humans while offering it freely to animals. This entry embodies the voice of my Inner Protector, the part of me that sees injustice and calls it out with fire and heart. It's also one of the earliest clues of my system trying to break through the surface.
The Inner Protector
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"Written during a time of unrequited love—this piece captures the journey of the Inner Lover. Love not as possession, but as reverence. The ache is real, but the wisdom of the heart remains intact. This became a key to reclaiming my own worth beyond relationship status."
The Inner Lover
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A deeply introspective post marking a major shift in personal awareness and healing. Recognizes the roots of abandonment trauma, self-harm cycles, and savior-seeking behaviors. Acknowledges the anniversary of a past suicide attempt not with despair, but with growth. Represents the Inner Teen gaining consciousness and agency. Foundational for the Labyrinth of Self section in Liberation, especially regarding trauma recognition, attachment patterns, and self-worth.
The Inner Teen
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A turning point in 2006 where I began deconstructing Christianity after studying Hebrew roots and historical distortions introduced through Constantine and the Catholic Church. This post reflects the Inner Teen’s search for truth and reclaiming of spiritual identity. Essential foundation for later works on religious trauma and sacred reclamation.
The Inner Teen
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A turning point in 2006 where I began deconstructing Christianity after studying Hebrew roots and historical distortions introduced through Constantine and the Catholic Church. This post reflects the Inner Teen’s search for truth and reclaiming of spiritual identity. Essential foundation for later works on religious trauma and sacred reclamation.
Education
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A reflective, vulnerable post documenting the body’s way of holding trauma and the realization of how anniversary grief can manifest in somatic symptoms. Connects to the May 6, 2005 overdose event and how the body recalls what the mind may not. A testament to survival and evolution.
The Body
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This piece explores the longing for something forbidden, echoing the archetypal story of Eve in the Garden of Eden, but from a deeply introspective, embodied lens. The hunger here is not only physical—it’s emotional, spiritual, and symbolic of unmet needs and the reckoning of consequences. This belongs in the Labyrinth of Self under Inner Seeker and Inner Child archetypes, because the ache is primal, and the pause is wisdom.
The Inner Lover
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